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[26 Oct 2007|03:01pm] |
im not clean..
i hang out with garrot..
noone can get clean and hang out with him.
god damn i adore that boy.
FREEE DRRRUUUUGS
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[22 Oct 2007|11:06pm] |
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happy with where i am in my life
caught in a love triangle
making alot of money
excited to be an adult
frustrated with one of my roommates
becoming independant
lonley
scared im going to fail
worried about where im going to be in a year
happy that im talking to my daddy again
missing my papa james
glad im no longer talking to my mother
happy that my brothers are happy
wondering about the gloom house
learning that i cant save everyone
growing up
comfortable with myself
drinking alot though...
clean since august 10th!
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[16 Mar 2007|12:46am] |
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1.Have you had any intimacy in the past week?
no
2. Have you kissed someone in the last 2 weeks?
nope
3. No number 3?
???
4. Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
sponge bob square pants.
5. What was the last thing you drank?
wata.
6. Who is the last person you think about at night?
lydia...thats odd
7. Elvis or James Dean?
james dean
8. Who is one person you can't stand from high school?
i cant remember
9. What grade did you make in Algebra?
i did good in math so probably like, a b
10. What song did you listen to last?
p!atd - that one song i dont know the name to
11. What lyric is your favorite from that song?
Is t still me that makes you sweat.
13. What are you doing right now?
this survey
14. Where were you before this survey?
couch slummin
15. Who did you dance with last?
uhhh.i dont know probably some random when i was drunk.
16. If someone could play you in a movie who would it be?
molly ringwald
17. Favorite non alcoholic drink?
water
18. If you could have one wish?
to make mucho denaro
19. What color is your heart?
HAHAHAHAHAH i have this painting of a heart that i did with a hole in it next to my bed. and the heart is purple. thats funny. my heart is purple.
20. Do you know what tofu is?
its blah (hahaha)
21. Have you ever eaten it?
I have.
22. Do you know what a colonoscopy is?
something dealing with your ass.
24. How do you like your cheeseburger?
smeared with vomit
25. Do you want to go back to high school?
yeah kinda
26. Who is your archenemy?
nobody
27. Whats the most attractive piece of clothing on the preferred sex?
nothing gay.
28. Do you or have you ever read Cosmo?
yes
29. Have you ever watched the Britney Spears movie "Crossroads"?
a few times.
30. Do you listen to Lindsay Lohan?
yes
31. What do you think of Paris Hilton?
shes on my top 8
32. What do you think of Justin Timberlake?
dammnnnn boy.
33. Britney or Christina?
neither...KELLY!!
34. Smurfs or Carebears
i gotta choose?
35. Favorite ex?
Josh
36. Do you want platinum or gold for your wedding band?
no marriage
37. Have you ever paid to have your eyebrows waxed?
yes
38. Do you shave your back?
ha ha ha ha hahahahahahhahahahahha. no, im not her.
39. Do you ever think about your own death?
yeah.
40. Have you ever flashed someone?
i would never do that ever
41. Who is always there when crap hits the fan?
my mommy.
42. How many children do you want to have?
0
43. Who did you ride in a car with last?
MY GRANDMA!!
44. Republican or Democrat?
Green party (tehehe)
45. What religion are you?
mormon
46. What's the oldest that a woman can be and still be sexy?
who cares, if u got it, flaunt it.
47. Would you date any of your friends?
only the harvester
48. What scares you the most?
being stared at and not knowing it
49. What makes you happy?
lots of little things
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| 8iiiiii4igtujoagae i saw a skaggs |
[06 Mar 2007|03:46pm] |
we win.
ive been borid.
went to the spanish hills
saw josh
james
brendan
tia
and jt
tanners out of rehab i hear and i would love to see him.
ive been lonley.
ive been parting.
i met a boy whol told me he loved me within at lease 20 mins of meeting me.
but i knew he was lying.
PS
HI STEPHANIE AND TARA!!
pps
new pics on the space
myspace.com/gangstagangsta
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[11 Feb 2007|08:34pm] |
i got my MOB tat coverd by a better one, and i love josh for doing it even though i cried for 3 seconds..
a rift with a friend. if she likes to be pushed around by her boyfriend then thats her thing... id rather not be apart of it.
lydia picks her nose adn eats it.
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[08 Jan 2007|08:48pm] |
i got a new tat
it says
MONEY
OVER
BITCHES
ill post pics soon
it is awesome
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[03 Jan 2007|06:58pm] |
A- AREA CODE YOU ARE IN RIGHT NOW:: 253
B- BIRTHDAY:: June 8th 1988
C- CURRENT CRUSH:: who knows
D- FAVORITE N0N ACH. DRINK:: sprite and powerade mixed
E- EATING CURRENTLY:: nothing
F- FAVORITE FOOD:: i think, it might be fettichinie
G- GO TO FOR ADVICE:: lydia lacey benson
H- CURRENT HATRED:: leeanna
I- I THINK ABOUT:: everything sometimes
J- CURRENT JOB:: turnin tricks
K- ANY KIDS:: maybe...
L- I LOVE:: everyone sometimes
M- FAVORITE MOVIE: youve got mail
N- YOUR PHONE NUMBER:: 5667026
M-OTHERWISE KNOWN AS:: davids sister, moody, little moody
P- FAVORITE PERFUME/COLOGNE:: avon hello pretty
Q- A LITTLE QUIRK ABOUT YOURSELF:: im a little kid
R- LAST ROAD TRIP:: warped tour
S- DO YOU SMOKE:: sigh...on and off
T- FAVORITE TV SHOW:: scrubs
U- COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR:: pink!
V- LAST TIME YOU WERE IN VEGAS:: never ever ever
W- LAST CALL RECEIVED ON CELL PHONE:: kurtis
X- X-RAYS TAKEN:: my spiiiiine
Y- YOUR SCREENNAME:: cecilia1c
Z- ZODIAC SIGN:: gemini
_____Favorite_____
1. Gum:: JUICY FRUIT!!
2. Restaurant:: any thing italian
3. Drink:: sprite and powerade
4. Season: spring and winter
5. Type of weather:: cold and sunny
8. Late-night activity:: um it DUH
9. Sport:: um NONE
10. Movie:: youve got mail
11. Store:: el zoloko and oldnavy
______When was the last time you_______
12. Cried:: last night
13. Played a sport:: 8th grade when i played soccer
14. Laughed:: 2 seconds ago
15. Kissed someone:: morning of december 31st
16. Had sex:: same
17. Felt depressed:: last night
18. Felt overworked:: everyday
19. Faked sick:: never
___What was the last___
21. Word(s) you said:: i have preminishins of my fathers death...973973973973 those numbers
22. Thing you ate:: McChicken
23. Song you listened to:: senses fail - calling all cars
24. Last thing you drank:: powerade
25. Place you went to:: IM AT BENSONS!!
26. Movie you saw:: little miss sunshine
27. Movie you rented:: thirteen
_______Who was the last person you_______
28. Hugged:: lacey
29. Cried over:: kurtis
30. Instant messaged:: steven
31. Danced with:: lacey and steven in the jack in thebox drive through
32. Shared a secret with:: BENSON
33. Slept in a bed with:: kurtis
34. Fought with:: kurtis
35. Went to a movie with:: kurtis
36. Saw:: BENSON
37. Were angry with:: kurtis
38. Couldn't take your eyes off:: kurtis
_______Have you ever_______
39.: what??
40. Danced in the rain:: YES!!!
41. Kissed someone:: never
42. Done drugs:: never
45. Had a movie marathon:: every friday night for like 3 months straight
46. Gone too far on a dare:: i never chose dare
47. Spun around till you got dizzy:: ALWAYS!
_______My life_______
48. Name:: Cecilia!
49. Age:: 17
50. Gender:: im a girl
51. Gay:: not that i know
52. Nationality:: um, im white
53. Religion:: i respect peices of each one
54. State or province you live in: Washington
_______Play_______
55. I'm feeling:: happy
56. I'm listening to: benson watch donnie darko
57. I'm doing:: this survey??
58. I'm talking to:: benson and steven
59. I'm craving:: love
60. I'm hating:: lust
61. I'm dreading:: going home
_______Love_______
62. Love is:: something you cant put into words
63. My first love:: i dunno yet
64. Love or lust:: lust
65. Best love song:: saves the day - an afternoon laughing
66. Best love quote:: OH GOd, you all know it comes from youve got mail
67. Possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: aboslutly
68. When does love hurt:: love never hurts
69. Are you in love:: no
_______Opposite sex_______
70. Turn ons:: smile, intelligance, eyes, and hands
71. Turn offs:: stupidity, talking about parting with their friends, and bad hair
72. Do your parent's opinion on your gf/bf matter to you?: totally
73. What hairstyle are you into:: i like it a little messy, long enough to run my fingers threw but short enough so that they dont look stupid
74. What is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do for you?:: make me smile just by looking in my eyes
75. Where do you go to meet new people?:: HIGH VOLTAGE RECORDS
76. Are you the type of person to give and ask for numbers?: um, not really
_____Picky Picky_______
77. Dog or cat:: aww i love kitties more then anything in the world.
78. Short or long hair:: hmm, on a cat??
79. Sunshine or rain:: a good mixture
80. Hugs or kisses:: kisses
81. Xbox or ps2:: neither
83. Cars or motorcycles:: cars
84. Coke or Pepsi:: eww. neither
85. House party or club:: house for sure
86. Sing or dance:: sing
87. Freak or slow dance:: neither thank you
_______Lately_______
88. How are you today?: im doing alright
89.What pants are you wearing right now'?:: the blue kind
90. What shirt are you wearing right now?:: my cuddly red sweater
91. What does your hair look like at the moment:: um awsome duh
92. What song are you listening to right now?:: nonesos
93. How is the weather right now?:: rain
94. Who are you talking to on the phone?:: no one
95. Last dream you can remember?:: oh god. its really very pathetic
'------------Style------------
96. Clothes:: anyhting cute and makes my tush look nice
97. Hair:: its gonna be lONG and wavy and brown
98. Shoes:: sambas
99. Sweater or Hoodie:: sweater thank you
In 2006 I have...
{ } broke a promise
{x} made a new best friend
{x} realized that it's true, people do change
{ } found love
{ } fell in love
{x} fell out of love
{x} did something you swore never to do
{x} lied
{ } stole
{ } went behind your parents back
{x} cried over a broken heart
{x} dissapointed someone close
{x} lost someone you loved
{x} hid a secret
{x} pretended to be happy
{ } got arrested
{x} kissed in the rain
{ } slept under the stars
{x} had a summer romance
{ } cheated on someone
{ } kept your new years resolution
{x} forgot your new years resolution
{x} met someone who changed your life
{ } met one of your idols
{x} changed your outlook on life
{x} sat home all day doing nothing
{ } pretended to be sick
{ } left the country
{ } almost died
{ } wanted to die
{x} gave up on someone important to you
{x} lost something expensive
{x} learned something new about yourself
{ }tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it
{x} made a change in your life
{x} found out who your true friends are
{x} made a total fool of yourself
{x} met great people
{x} met someone you wanna get to know
{x} met someone you can't stand
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[03 Jan 2007|06:44pm] |
i kept my word when i swore that i would let you down
this was expected.
i knew i would be the one to fuck it up and i am sorry
but i can adore you forever and it wont change that im crazy.
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imma punch you all in the lame o face harharhar
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[05 Nov 2006|01:50pm] |
im still not 100% on what i wasnt the love life to look like..
alot of things have happend the past few months that make me want to get the workds more and more..but i cant deside HOW to get them..
the simple classic in black cursive down the side is SO boring to me now i and i think its time to get something done on my back..
im thinking love on the lower left side vertically and life no the lower right side vertically with some osrt of flower design bullshit behind it.. but then im thinking about how i want to get a mural done anyways on my back and how i should just get that started.
but i know the ink i want steven to give me.
i just have to go back to house and talk to josh somemore about the lovelife..
this is totally boring for you to read huh?
but they will be sic tattoos and i will love them
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[02 Nov 2006|09:01pm] |
adam and his fiance broke up.
GODDAMN
im going to get some new ink sook
love life
in lowercase cursive letters down my rigth side. itll be savage as hell.
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[26 Oct 2006|07:54pm] |
excited for halloween
still miss wilson caue i see wilson folks ALL the time! sad face
xoxo dash travis
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[22 Oct 2006|08:14pm] |
im coming down with strep AGAIN!
a.j. kissed me and i called him a goof troop
i have OCD says my moms therapist..
and im REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY sick
and i miss mark and chris and kurtis.
and im no longer in a abusive non-relationship i guess.
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[18 Oct 2006|05:27pm] |
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im the sink hahaha
and thats about it.
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| i got you this rose but left on the thorns |
[06 Oct 2006|02:29pm] |
i have been...borid
and trying to keep my nose clean.
and missing lydia to DEATH
and playing donkey kong at laceys
and reilizing that "he" has issues that "he" needs to deal with
and getting ready for halloween
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[21 Sep 2006|12:43pm] |
ok so, im sure everyone already knows the relationship i have with my dad..
its a VERY broken one..he has told me time after time that he doesnt want anything to do with me.
so the phone rings and its him.."want to come over for dinner on saturday?"
"WHAT! your kidding" is what i reply.
and he goes "no."
so im going to his house..and im nervous.
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